i'm now suffering from the coldness in my sch library
staying here since 3pm and i gotta hold on till 8pm tonight. all by myself in the cold library!
so sian~!!! i'm doing research on japan's agriculture sector being influenced by its free trade agreements.
this is a sucky which unfortunately our group had decieded upon.
is brings back all my econs theories which i'd bleached them once i'd done a level econs paper.
somebody tell me tariffs and prices stuff~!~!~! or rather someone do the report for me???

btw i'm meeting my biao jie for dinner at 8pm later. so happy~!!

this tml is nus fencing annual general meeting. there's an election going on, selecting some committee posts
i'm opting out... no time and committment. oh btw, i'm feeling bad and demoralize in fencing. i seemed to be the most freq junior in the club
but i'm always the one whom the seniors will walk up to me and correct me. and it's realli very very very often.
and the others knows bout it cuz i'll be standing there listening to the seniors' explanation while the others move on to other trainings.
shit man! am i realli that slow?? damn i'm filled with enthusiasm in the beginning and now i feel like quitting.
or is this simply a part of 'demoralization stage'? just like studies?

well, i was thinking whether to quit so that i can concentrate on my studies. cuz sch work is realli heavy and ma fan esp with 3 projects on my hands now.

aniway, i still have to move on.

Back to studies....

hello~!
it's been a happi day for me!! i mean 28/8

PARTY WORLD

ok, i was a party world virgin and now i'm not. met up with nice old classmates and had lunch at clementi
tell u pple, food in those old, hot, dirty (or rather not realli very visually appealin) food centres, they're the best of the best!
food in shopping centres are so digusting, cheating and expensive! taste bad, portion stingy and worst of all pricey!
they're realli not cook with the essence of cooking. pple in those 'how mani yr' stall cook with passion and their food realli taste great!!!
ahhh wat else can i say to praise it....

exceptions: macdonald's, kfc, long john, bk, indonesian restaurant grill chicken set, seoul garden...

after the lunch went singing up in the party world. first time in there... very impressed with the deco cuz they're like european style just tat it;s bitz more extravagant and cheapo lookin
oh, and also SLeAZY. we'd concluded that the place looks SLEAZY. if there's the presence of those 'pei cang nu lang' it'd be 100% sleazy... just short of that

the tidbits inside were great. but very ex. realli ex. i couldn't believe my ears when mh told me that the thin and cheapo looking wet tissue costs 60cents each. and the fruit platter cost 6+
oh god for 6bucks i can buy couples of watermelon and honey dews. well... afterall with the voucher, the whole thing ended up quite affordable lar.
we had great fun afterall also...

went walk walk around clementi central and it's time to go home and face the reality. the 4/5 hours escape was realli a rest of our minds and body.
back home, tons of work awaiting..

i think i'll end here and now i gotta go read on jap studies: noh drama. i hate it.

aniway ham ham's birthday is coming and i'm holding a absolutely grand birthday party for her at the raffles hotel. there's this big and nice ballroom which i'd booked over there.
just get to the hotel and float up to the 4th storey. enter Room 119. that's the place. it's so grand and posh that u'll never miss it.
BE THERE ON THE 5TH SEPTEMBER 2005. oh, it's the 2nd birthday of my darling so plz write "happy 2nd birthday" on your birthday cards.

that's all... bye~ work hard!
and sky: plz put in all the best u comin the oncoming exams~ i/5 will support u through!

halo`!
ok today i did a bad thing. i pon half of my geog lec... cuz i was alone and i'm suffering from a cerebrum attack
so i went off at 11am and headed to my fren's house. i mean i had already planned to go after my lec ended.
saw cherisa during my escape. so happi to see her. she's a nice and wonderful gal working in starhub with me...

ok reached the dest and cut the hair. great job this time, i'm very satisfied with myself. i give myself 100/100
yeah! then went to west mall to hav my craving ---> curry chicken!
hahah, went ot the foodcourt and had this... then we went to swensen's and had the 4bucks sundaes. yummi~ and again i had my ssticky chewy choc.... that's the 3rd cup in this month...
keep my record going, ,hehe

while in west mall, i saw my er-yi (2nd aunty) hmm... she ignored me... i'm sad...

oh, saw a beautiful spec in a optical shop. check out the price. oh gosh~ it's bout $325 with frame and lens.
so ex ex ex ex ex!!!

then went home. i download this song entitled 阿当的抉择. it's by a very new band called 'alive' and this hk grop of guys consist a few famous hunkies.
they're lian kai, chen zi cong, and yi zi wei. btw they acted in the jackie chan's 'new police story' they're the bad guys with all kinds of coloured hairs and masks.
and the big superstar in ALIVE is the spirit and the spark. he's..................

i remb once he said to a reporter that he'll never sing... so quite surprise to see him formin a group and cutting album and watsmore, he' the vocal lead....

well, aniway i dl & heard the song. quite nice lar, but the voices are bit 'oldish'...

hmm... oh got lotsa work to do this weekend. reading non stop. hai, life is tough tough tough.

lastly, this coming thur is teachers' day. but planning to visit pj on wednesday, one day earlier. tat's wat zalikha told me...
so, shall we gather and get back to PJ on wed???

finalli, i love kenny and he's starring in this new hk series which is named something like the journey to the west and he's the zhu ba jie. here's a foto:xie ting feng is tang seng and the cast includes twins, chen bo lin, steven@boy'z, isabelle +++

AHHH ALMOST FORGET ONE THING!! VERY IMPT!!! on tues (23/8) while i was on bus 96 to sch at bout 7am+, i saw someone! who leh? it's chong mong leng!!!! hahah our chinese teacher! our chinese dept HOD!!!
hahahha i talked to her first and she recognize me!!! ahhah we toke toke toke saying that she had already transferred to Nan hua sec... didn't ask her position there but she seems alrite lar... didn't age or wat lar
hahah talk bout our class and uni life and courses stuff. cuz her alighting stop is b4 me so we chatted for oli a while then she went off... hahaha. how nice to see my chinese teacher again~! it realli brightened my day after that. hehe

Woa~ it has been a fast week, today is thur tml is fri and next will be my long weekend~! Definitely, I am not really free on my 3 rest days… lots and tons of things to do.

Uni life is not really as carefree as wat siraj said. I wanna go back pj and scold him for telling lies. |||-_- I got mani readings to do, and mani is like A4 size page of words times bout 20 pages(min) times the number of chapters req to read times the no. of mod tat I have. God, that is really a lot~ oh, and when there is lecture which I do not understand and I hav to do my own research and understanding on it. Esp Japanese prof, they are really English in Japanese. Cannot tahan…

Oh, tell u guys something. Today I got psy tut and the teacher read some sentences and we are to copy down. Then she said ‘empathize’ which I dunno how to spell and the meaning as well. So paiseh and the others beside me are like writing happily. Then she continued reading and temporarily I just wrote ‘ampathise’… then she said ‘slip-slap comedy’ which I like ‘HUH!’ in my mind. Till now I dunno wat’s that and whether the spelling is correct or not… luckily they’re just notes and not hand-in work, or else I will really be super malu… the others are like, really nothing and writing happily… die… I need more vocab installed in my brain…

Btw I learnt something interesting in my psy lec: (for guys) if u wanna tell her u love her, say it in her left ear. Cuz u noe, stuff gets from the left ear will be processed by the right brain, and the right brain itself is more involved in the production of emotional expression. So when guys whisper in left ears, there’s a higher chance that she will get touched and falls deeply, madly in love with u! haha

Ok, tml is fri and I only got a geog lec. Sian but gotta get home and study… btw today I pon fencing… feels really bad… but I really dun feel like waiting 2.5hours alone… btw there’re 2 types of fencing – recreational and competitive. So we are to choose which side to join… recreational, u can just come and go while competitive, u gotta train hard and twice a week is the bare minimum. Hai, so which side should I go? If it is recreational which, I want initially, there is a pop-out question in me then: train so long for wat? To compete and join competitions. That is the ultimate aim… but I dun have the commitment to go for training.

Lastly, meihui had can her foto webside to some other website lar. U can try my “DCB” link on the right. And yunling had changed her skin. pui suan had some of SIM lecture pics, there seatings and tables are so shiok. big and the student is free to move around... NUS is the same as jc and nowadays i got a trouble of supporting my head with my hands. my chin hurts but my head is veyr heavy and shaky... And the most exciting part…….. there is a karaoke session this Sunday @ clementi and 1/5 I got lots of ‘yuan’ and ‘ku’ to spill… wanna cry liao~ oh, there is a dinner gathering at suntec this satureday at 6pm. But for this, plz contact the guys… meow meow~

Cya!

hello pple... woa longtime no bloggin again...

17/08
sch's realli busy. after 2ndweek of lectures, we are balloting for our tutorials and this is tough also cuz gotta schedule and the system is not co-operating well with the students. i wonder wat the pple in charge of that are doing. this is causing so much stress and irritation and frustration to the whole nus population and they can;t be bother to improve???

well, i do pay my sch fees so plz do someting. i dun wanna go mad during every beginning of a semester

18/08
woa fencing real time pples hahah
yea, i'm officialli a member in nus fencing club hehe great huh? except tat i haven pay the member fees larz... hmmm well i reach the sports hall with my fren, i found out that i'm the oli gal joinin the club this sem, oh god... i'm surrounded by guys and somemore ns guys. after the administrative stuff... we started out our training. oh, firstly we gotta run 1.6km on the track. god, it's like 8mths-stiff muscles cracking out. andwatsmore, i;m running with ns guys~ very initialli i was still alrite, but after the second round, the guys got faster and faster and eventualli i was left behind. realli behind. but i can say i was fast cuz i took bout 10min for 1.6k.... woa~ haha

19/08
oh, before i sleep yesterday, i rubbed lotsa counterpain on my entire body cuz i noe my mucle will be aching like hell tml. true enuff, it does ache today but not too bad, thanks to my last min of thoughtfulness yesterday nite. attended my oli lec today which is geog. that lecturer is funni and interesting lar...but when the serious stuff comes in, it's realli bored and i can't wait to leave the lec hall.... ok after that, went to seoul garden and gobble up all the stuff... though it;s on student price... the bill turned out to be bout $15+ per person... i thought it's going to be cheaper... nvm... i prefer suki buffet.. but today was real good... i hate all the splattering...
went to teck whye to get back my spec... and i saw lotsa pj students... hai~ didn't see familiar faces.... i wanna go visit pj!!

now...
my bro is screamin at the song: yi qian nian yi hou.... maybe we should turn our house into a pro karaoke system and we can save money from going to kbox. haha

meow....

hey update something here.
ANIBODY BY THE NICK OF LIM LAU PEH OR HIS ACTUAL NAME, SADLY, IS LIM LAU PEH. PLZ GO HOME AND IMPROVE UR BRAIN. I THINK FOR U, IN PARTICULAR, EATING SOME SHIT WILL DEFINITELY HELP.

just received the mp3 from eden and the songs are realli cute~!!
try here http://chocolatefactorymovie.warnerbros.com/soundtrack/ and select the sing 'along button' and yea, sing along~ hahaha so fun huh!

here another nice track, well jus a small sample here...
Veruca Salt o,
take note of the lyrics.... funni sia...

baby, show u guys something. today my mum cooked 'purple porridge'it's actualli fan shu zhou... wat's fan shu called in eng?... sweet potato? yap correct.. i think it's the japanese type or wat lar. at the very beginning my mum said that she addeed lavander into e porridge, and the whole pot turns purple... hahaha. it doesn't realli taste differently from the normal orange sweet potato porridge. just tat it gotta bit of yam taste... ok lar. edible.

hmmm ok, according to my mother and bro's msg on the right, i think it's a totalli misunderstanding. so ok lar, i luv my kor kor~ haha

but i luv my mama, ham ham and edison more...

oh, one super big news~ i finalli got someone to sell me the psychology textbook~!!! haha it's so diff to get it cuz it was sold out in the bookshop. and we're required to read chap 1 and 2 b4 tue which is the lecture. and when i say one chapter, it's like few million words

aniway uni life is tough. i suddednly feel like going back to jc.
so any one wanna accompany me to visit pjc one of these days?
1/5 --- i wanna go find liang mei

http://www.nydc.com.sg/new.htm#magazine

hey 1/5 next time we eat this lar, got student card can use, cheap cheap and bery nice!

hey lo~

i'm back from sch. just an hour of stupid lecture. today's lesson is jap studies. it's my first lec with my bro. n when he first saw me in the lec, he said: ni ke yi yi ge ren zuo ma? woa lao~ wat kind of bro is he? i'm all alone and he ask me to sit alone n he and his galfren and frens wanna sit else where??!! well, eventualli he n his gf sat with me lar.

interestin mod but crappy first lec. bought the course pack at $8. inside is so wordy but at least it's interesting... with e the samurai thingy...

the lec end like 1pm and i hav nothing on after that. so go home or wat? actualli i wanted to go to the mpsh to see fencing but since i didn't bring the attire... gotta go home lor... i fanaticalli in love with fencing! wanting to fence all time.

iFence, do u?
iDragonboat, do u? aiyo dun join tat lar, concentrate on fencing!!!
iStudentcouncil, do u? hmm... little cca ahz, hmm nvm lor, then i'll teach u to fence hahah just the basic... it's fun!
and lastly....
iXX, do u? hahahhahahahha dear yunling i'll tell u next time! hahhaha

wa wah~ i'm veri happi cuz i finalli FEEL fencing

today's my first day of sch~ woo.. .went bout 15min earlier in case i can't find the lt
hmm followed all th signs around and finalli reached lt8. there're already some 'gun dos' standing outside waiting for the sesame door to open
and i joined them haha
there's a gal standin beside me and she started to talk to me. i'm SOOOO HAPPI cuz i got no frens in south asian studies.
and now, there's one fren~ yea. so we chatted quite alot. the lecture started and the atmosphere was quite friendly.the teachers passed down lecture notes to us.
woa, i thought we hav to print them ourselves... well maybe this first lec notes is a welcome gift.
the lecture is supposed to be 2 hours. but it ended an hour earlier. woa Woa... hahaha ok lar, first lec mar, so make us happi for a while

after that, went walking around with my new fren. went to the forum and there's a bazaar there. and my bro said they're giving out frfee diary... so we went and took.
oh, there's this milo truck there~ we can oli see it during sch sports day and now it's here~ frree icy MILO yappi~ went up and drink... i wish i can take out my water bottle to refill..

after that,went clinic to do urine test and then went fencing... i was already 1.5hour late... actualli it's on purpose lar. cuz i cannot tahan this physical demandin sports for 3 hours.
so went there, changed, and get into action. ok this time which is my 2nd lesson, i'll be wearing the gears, full dress. and to my surprise, after some practice, i'm ready to fence
so got wired up, tested the blades and we're ready to start. i'm fencing against my female senior.

initialli, i wasn't daring enough and i kept standing still there and she was like... -_-'||| wat am i doing? hahha then i understand and started to play like a monkey...
which means i have to move... and started to poke her. actualli i still duunno wat's the right word instead of 'poke' attack? strike? hit?
well... nvm.
after a while of fencing, i got the hang of it and realli feel to the core how this game is played. and thus i continue to fence happily. realli happily cuz it's very fun and challenging
u hav to keep so focus on ur blade, her blade, my legs, her legz, my target area, her target area and some rules.
c'mon pple it's realli fun~

but it's really tiring and 'wet' it's a three piece uniform but for gals, there's this plactic thingy called the chest guard shaped like a bra. so paiseh to put it on. luckily it's worn inside.
the plus my inner own and my t-shirt. oh, and the most sweaty part is the mask. it's quite heavy and it'll wrapped ur head totalli with its cushions within.
when u take it off, ur whole head is like 'just-wash' state... and when u take off the uuniforms layer by layer, they're wet also. just that u're so hot while wearing them and u wouldn't notice that they're absorbing the sweats...

after that put shoes in locker and went home. my thighs are so painful. my senior poke my upper arm. so i think most prob by tml there'll a blue black there.

hey somebody learn fencing leh, i wanna BATTLE hahahha so fun so fun~ and i'm determined to join the fencing club!

btw realize something just earlier... discussed with someone and felt bitz sim suan... hai~ miaow.... i luv ah ham and fencing.
iFence, do u?
iDragonboat, do u?
iStudentcouncil, do u?

oh, yesterday was national day ma, so i wanted to do something 'national day' so i painted my nail like this:

hi farhana pui suan yl and mh~

ya, changed the skin liao.. thanks 4 ur comments

hmm... ya the island is realli a great show but i think it's not very 'hot' in sgp lehz... dunno y...

cluedo cluedo... haha see got time, next gathering we held it at a house or wat larz, then can play.. hahaha btw once u win, u'l be addicted to the game!

next gathering... hmm... i think gotta be near or super far from now. cuz exams are on nov. then now i think still honey moon period... later part, i'll die in books....
btw, i now no income lehz~ pple with $700 or $1000+ per month one, i different lehz~ if i treat, can also, but muz cheapo abit lorz hahahaha

lastly i hate thai iced milk tea. oh, ps plz join us next time in our gathering hor


today's my first day in sch and also my second fencing lesson. had so much to share.. but not now, needa eat...

yesterday nite, i watch this movie call 'the island' oh my god, although it's a pirated dvd, it doesn't ruin the movie's fantastic story.

it's bout cloning and fight for survival. it's realli much more than that. i can't spell out the entire story cuz it's like quite a lot.... ok i'll try

it's quite a futuristic show aniway... so imagine
this insurance company tat insure their clients by cloning their clients and keep them in a totalli isolated-from-the-reality world. so in this perfect world, the clones are human beings and they were told that the world had suffered a great contamination and they're the found survivors and were brought to this place to continue to live. in fact that's when, in the reality, a client signs up an insurancee policy, the company will start making their clone and put the clone into the perfect world to live. in that perfect world, everything is clean and white. and the oli thing the clones look forward is to win 'the lottery'. ya, there's oli one prize and that is a trip to 'the island' which is said to be the world's only place left unncontaminated.. cuz the perfect world is so boring and dull, every clones want to win. actualli the lottery is just a cover. a term. a fake. for eg, if mr francis win the lottery tonight, it means that the the REAL mr francis is in need of something. the clone who won the lottery will die, he will be cut up to make sacrifices for the real mr francis. say he got a liver failure and he needs a liver transplant. ok, he's insured by the company so he'll get his clone's liver freshly cut out and transplant it into his body and he will live after that.

ok that's mainly the story.... it makes me sleepless for the whole nite. cuz if the world we're living in right now is actualli the 'perfect world' in the movie, just of a more advance type. wouldn't it be disgusting. maybe the ACTUAL world is much more high tech than now, and the power to design our deaths is so easy and tat's y it makes our lives here so realistic and we wouldn't think that we're substitutes.

anybody understand wat i'm saying? ask me for the dvd if want to watch it and share my thots...

hmm when do u think i should change my blogskin lehz? i think tml 7/8/05 should be ok huh?.... 8pm. heng heng . HWAT AHHH!

today's the first day of the hungry ghost festival
i brought my ham ham with me and followed my mum downstairs to burn some incense and pray.
as usual,we lighted the candles and joss sticks and started praying. after that, we burnt the incense in the large metal barrel.
that was all.

a few min earlier just now, my mum called me over to the corridor to see something.
it's a mid-aged couple starting to do the same ritual as wat we were doing in the afternoon. but the oli difference is that they're placing the incense paper on the grass patch.
indeed, they started to light a piece of them and the whole pile burned quickly.

so inconsiderate. i wanted to shout at them but my mama said, since they burned it there, they won't be afraid of wat people saying them.
she also said they will receive their punishment eventualli. dun need us to worry

ok, we watched them watching the incense finished burning. i was thinking whether they'll be that little kinder to sweep up the ashes.
but nope, they just walked away. i tracked their way home and they live on the seventh floor.

the govt. placed a barrel, not just one, but a few of them at the common grounds. they're there for a reason.
we all know about that. i thought we're civilised enough to understand. but that idiotic couple is realli borned brainless.
the whole neighbourhood is using that barrel as i can see, except them.
don't they fell paiseh?

the whole ritual takes oli bout 5 mins but the damage is quite large.
the grass patch is burnt and it takes a few week for it to regrow.
the ashes will be susceptible to wind and results in a dirty environment.
ashes can fly up to several storey high, u noe? or do those morons noe?
the grounds will also be dirtied.imagine walkin with the ashes all around?
the cleaning up also make work more difficult to our cleaners.

ok my frens, if u're practising that kinda method, i hope u can understand.
it doesn't make ani difference as in the spirits cannot receive the offerings or wat. they WILL!
AND IT ALL DEPENDS WHETHER U'RE SINCERE OR NOT. it's not the pattern or the position that matters the most

u guys noe wat i'm saying rite? my frens are all smart and nice.

whaa ha ha ha

finally, my selection of mod for this sem had ended. this CORS thingy is realli wrecking my nerves and it's really hurting my health
yea, i hav to drop some mods which i'm interested in for bidding, ,and picked up some other mod which are totalli foreign to me
and i picked them up just cuz they got low bidding pt required. hai~ and can u believe this? all these decisions are like on the spot.

and under such stressful env, where all the studeents are bidding seriously and u got think, analyse and act.
all within the bidding session. i hope these 'on the spot' decisions are not wrongly made. if so, it will contribute to my CAP and make studies in the future difficult.
well, at least i can say, the mod i'd gotten are a bit to my interest lar... not totally detestable types.
i printed out my timetable and i'm free on Mon~!!! hak ha but tut may fill that day up. who noes...

ok, i went thru a terrible tue nite. i threw my face all over the floor and i cannot move outta that room for like 2 hours?
dun think dirty.

sch's bout to start... entire new study env, system and frens~ wooo... 10/8/05 will be my first day. first lect will be south asian studies.
oh, i'm taking south asian studies, psychology, geography, japanese studies and japan and singapore. and one very exciting thing to mention...
is that my brother and i will be having japanese studies together this sem~!!! hahahaha so cute rite? after being 19 yrs of siblings, this is the very first time we're having the same class together
and he said that there'll be a project needed in this mod. then tat'll so great. our group can vote to do the project at either my bro or my house.
hahahh and end up, both in my house~ hahahah and we can act like we dun noe each other... so fun~!!!! and when exams come, we can pah-kar~!!!!
ahhahah

hmm ok, i'd hanged the state flag outside my house. yea i love singapore. peeps please buy the state flag from the Popular Bookshop at S$2.55. Hang the flag to show your love for Singapore!

i've decided to hit the sch gym frequently. ya i say frequently tat means it's muz suit my schedule... see how busy i am lor...
then i'm also indecisive on joining the fencing club or the buddhist society. both clubs didn't jio me. it just happens that i noticed their exisitence...
maybe i shouldn't join anything and study well...

oh, ya, today's 4/8/05, charlie and the choc factory is up in theatres~ heheh heard from eden that the choc river in the movie is made from real choc~!
oh my gosh, even if i'm just a stand-by or wat, i'll be in heaven~ hahha can scope and drink anytime huh... ok siao... but the river is true..

here're some nice and cool artworks from http://www.dopefiend.ca/site/index.php by heliumcowboy


oh, i'm thinking of changing my blogskin.. it has been quite some time liaoz... sometimes, i myself also sian of it.
i'll get some easy skin... i dun like those which u hav to click this button to get to another thing like tag or links... personal preference..

hey here's a quick news from CNN.com

Adidas to pay $3.8bn for Reebok
Wednesday, August 3, 2005 Posted: 0953 GMT (1753 HKT)

FRANKFURT (Reuters) -- Germany's Adidas-Salomon is to buy rival sporting goods firm Reebok in a deal worth €3.1 billion ($3.8 billion), Adidas said on Wednesday as it posted a forecast-beating second-quarter profit.

Adidas, the global number two in the sporting goods industry after Nike, is buying all outstanding shares of Reebok, the number three, for $59 per share in cash, Adidas said in a statement.

The deal, expected to close in the first half of 2006, is pending the approval of Reebok shareholders and anti-trust authorities.

read more @ http://edition.cnn.com/2005/BUSINESS/08/03/adidas.reebok.reut/index.html