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Friday, September 30, 2005



visit to ikea again!!!


haha yea went to ikea with eden today... cuz needa get something
went to shop around and eden told me how he's going to refurnish his room. he's now working with his brother on this big project
can't wait to see his newly done up room...

btw at the sofa section in ikea, there's a special display box which is quite interesting
in it, there's an armchair and a machine pressing against the seat (as if like a person sitting down sort of pressure exerted) continuously
a meter is there to take down the number of times the machine has pressed on the armchair
it showed something like 9XXXXXXX
yea, it's that many times, the experiment was started in 1999. so woa rite? they're testing the durability of the chair... 6 years of pressing and still looks new
i wonder y the creamy leather of the chair didn't turn yellowish....

aniway, going to ikea means die die must its meatballs! hahah
this time we're clever enuff not to repeat the '6 chic wings' history. just meatballs coffee and cheesecake. super yummi and i think thought it looks little, they're already very filling for me...

ok, i'm getting this book shelf to put my books and stuff in my room. saw it and grab the packed one downstairs. it's super super heavy.
14kg!!! i can't it hold it for 5 seconds. it's long and so difficult to find a comfortable carrying position.
of course i can't carry it, it's far too heavy. eden carry it for me. so good hahah we took the bus then the mrt and he helped me carry home
hahah, thanks!!!

reached home and realised da sao visiting. ok dropped my bag and started fixing up the book shelf. so cool to hav to fix up all by myself!
hammering and screwing, all by me!!! hahah here's some pics. so proud of my work. ah ham also think so!




now my room is nicely done up by ikea stuff... ikea stuff realli solve my problems... they're realli very smart designers and truely understand consumers' need - cheap and good

schoolwork:
jap n sgp essay done; redo in a day; quality bad; expect a fail?
psy test; lousy; thus did extra credit question; biang till 3am; shitty work; maybe won't save any marks.

coming -sn essay
-jap stu.project
-geog proj

had e first physical geog lecture today, love it,so much better than human geog.

so fast october liao

announcement
oct nov dec and jan babies, we'll be celebrating these peepz' birthday in (early)dec cuz of
mani people unable to make it including myself... exams exams exams.... and i think at that time maybe can cecelebrate x'mas together
woooo sounds so fun! can't wait to party all nite!

oh, we're having our annual new year eve party again!!! yea, we'll ton on the eve and cheer when the bell strikes 12 midnite! details will be out when it's near the date... watchout

recommended cd: chen huiling wo shi yang guang de

~ { 8:59 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Thursday, September 29, 2005


快瘋了(origi nal: ai瘋了)
不敢問 卻一直想問 自己几时要疯了
不敢猜 卻一直想猜 若回去有沒有可能
我不夠聪明 我对书從來不夠资格
連一個句子都無法確認 這種缺乏是什麼象

不開燈 我不要開燈 逃避本是我的选择
要鎖門 我死要鎖門 逼自己有没有可能
我那麼的認真 去思考 我對的認真
過程是多麼傷害神 而結論始終是泪人

*我快瘋了 我瘋到自己痛也不曉得
 放棄了逼迫自己的責任
 放棄了抵抗力的天份
 我不管了 我不管這胞能不能回升
 選擇的路也許是錯选择
 選擇自由了我的不
 我尊重我的選擇 我想我瘋了*

~ { 11:23 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Tuesday, September 27, 2005


bloody hell! i had written my mid term essay in the wrong direction! now, i'm going to change it! shit 30/09 is my deadline... it's real bad

~ { 7:12 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Sunday, September 25, 2005


24/09/2005

i got a geog fieldtrip at 8.45am at singapore river but i woke up at 10.30am
i'm late~!!! and my fren is waiting for me at the mrt control.... shit~~!! i quickly dressed myself and went straight to the place...
felt so bad that i pang seh my fren cuz we're partner to each other. so if i'm not there, it means that she's going to be alone..
finalli reached the place 1/2h b4 it ends. i duun dare to join the grp cuz it was rather big and they're all sitting down... wait for the dismissal and went up to my fren. offered a piece of choc as my apology but she refuse to take, saying it's ok it's ok...
well, guess i'll get her some stuff other time...

after the 'trip', went to meet my jc frens, ck jien sky alan yunling, for lan playing~ hahah yea, second time in my lifetime playing lan. but this time i'm familiar cuz i played b4 at home...
wooo eden joined us and the guys are friendly. i think they put in effort in intereacting with him. so good! hahah they're mingling quite well eventualli~

the games lasted for 5 hours. everyone of us are like "seh" yan shen dai zhi after we walked out of the shop... so tired, mentalli, visualli, and 'handly' cuz ck said he can't control his mouse properly near the end...
i think lan is quite a fun activity but keep it to 2-3hrs.... like chic wings theory...
mei hui, u go and learn then next time we can go play together liao~ ahhah left u oli~!!!

ooh, i find this game requires some strategy and teamwork, cuz u hav to communicate with ur allies and fight as per assigned. then when one is in trouble, ur allies will come and help u hahha or if u're being killed by enemey hero, ur ally will come and 'pawn the killer's head' hahha

well, after that we went to long john to have our dinner. and back home cuz needa study... and everyone are tired also...

i felt nauseous along the way... same as fencing's nauseous...

~ { 1:37 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Saturday, September 24, 2005


today's the start of my sch term after a short break.
sch in the morning... been busy.. from lec to grp discussion to small bites to waiting to studying to small bite time to gathering cum birthday in the end

firstly, gotta wish sarah and alan ang a super duper happi birthday~!

my dearest grp member, though i didn't noe it's ur special day, i realli wanna wish u a happi birthday
and my dear ah lan~ haha yea, u said it just now, u weren't that close with us (1/5) in the first yr, but graudualli u melted in and now, we're a clique!
our friendship will last forever and please keep our clique as strong as possible. we can't lose animore members..


ok thanks to eden who had always been so nice and caring to me. thanks for the nice curry puffs u'd bought 4 me all the way frfom orchard to my sch... and i must thank him for him accompany during the start of sch till now
he's there to share my time when i was doing boring info searching and sch work in the cold library
he's there to share my stories of all kinds, range from family to sch mates to frens... from health to food, from nothing to anything...

also wanna congratulate him in obtaining a GPA of 3.31. i do care even thought my facial expression and speech tone showed that i dun giv a damn. haha but i realli do noe and understand. meow

after some serious studying in the library, went out to finish the delifrance tuna turnover which eden's mum had bought 4 me... thanks to aunty~!! she also bought me a box of plaster, for my blister which i'd since i wore that pair of new slippers. million thanks~!

then went to jp for the gathering... bitz full and was bit tired also... saw frens, ,yl, ck, ji en, alan.search for food, billy bombers was too full of peepz... went to pizza hut instead. lotsa peeps too but got a seat quick enuff...
the service crew was like mad with all the waiting crowd.... long wait and forgetful crew which never satisfy ur demand of a fork, 'ser-viat' (how to spell? soembody tell me? thanks~) or anithing, they'll give u a glum face to heighten that bottled anger. gaga no lar not to that extent.
tried the new black pepper pizza.. bit hot for me... then the spag came... looks quite normal and taste so-so... i luv ah ham. all were very full in the end...

took some pics (mh, feel urself there thru these pix, dun be sad):





went to mac and had our dessert: sundaes. hahaha yummi!
oh~!!! we saw something, to me it's disgusting, while we bout to leave jp.
it's augustine ng with qian min or watever min. that shi shen lian~ yucks! saw them in library n now here with fingers locked and it's the interlocking of each and every ten fingers kinda grip.... eeeehhhh

aniway, went back home but b4 that we'd deecided to meet tml to go play lan. DOTA they said. i noe nuts bout it and i'm gonna attend my first practical on this tml afternoon.... heheh right after my fieldtrip...
yea, show them my skills time~ hahha
plz dun kill me!!!

~ { 3:09 am }
aiming for the sky above;


Thursday, September 22, 2005


today i was watching my yu le bai fen bai, i brought ham ham out and watch the show together ...
she lie on my palm for a wholeful 40+min, and i was too engrossed to even notice the pass of time.

juz bout 40 min after the start of the show, i felt my wrist aching and i came to notice my ah ham lying there... haha cuz usually she'll start to move around after i hug her with my fingers for bout 5 mins?

then i looked at her and asked her what happended? tired? sleepy? but her eyes were wide opened and looking at me, yes, into my eyes. i got a feeling that she was wanting to tell me something....

then i became very scared, so scared that i fear my tears may drip out.
she's 2 yrs old now... is she.....??? seeing my frens' ham ham passing away one by one... and now left ah ham.. it seems that the life spans of my frens' hams are short... i dunno whether mine will follow their path so soon....

God, please let ah ham lives forever.


read the blog of a fren of mine
he's having some heart break now... broken up with his gf... i felt sad for him cuz there're like those bi bu de yi li you to fen kai opppss too mixed, ok those bi bu de yi reasons that caused the breakup.... esp the words he used in the blog makes me more upset....


What do you want???
What do you feel???
??????
????????
??????????
Upset?!Me? You?..........
At the result...I'm Selfish...Selfish...is Selfish...! Yes I know!


人與人之間溝通好重要...
但係...


尋晚聽到你咁講...個心真係好唔舒服...我真係唔知可以點...
我希你唔好咁易放棄......


聽日星期六, 好野放假, 又係時候檢討檢討了.......


生活應該就是這樣...
不應再為一些無謂的東西而煩惱了...


慢慢開始學識放鬆...


~ { 12:02 am }
aiming for the sky above;


Tuesday, September 20, 2005



yi deh yi deh bom bom
yi deh yi deh bom

watch yesterday's yu le bai fen bai, it was 'high' songs competition. soo 'high' and funny~!



qian bian question: which is the most often raided transportation vehicles??





train, cuz "TOO TOO~ QING QIANG, QING QIANG~ TOO TOO~"

got it? funni rite~ btw it's by xiao zhong....



ok.. i'm having my 4 days mid term break now... i'll start sch on this fri... i got a psy test after this week....
lots of stuff to complete and study... so it's like no holi eventualli.

i'm thinking alot about hong kong these days... maybe it's because of disneyland... then it lead me to think more bout the country...
i realli wanna live there, work there, study there and die back in singapore... hahaha

hmmm... went back to pj on mon and the trip was short and ...
saw some teachers, osman, siraj, mdm loh, same as b4... radiant for mdm loh (new clothes on her she's realli a cool fashion icon)
osman was sick... but still maintain his smile and ask about our situations... even though we're like dunno wat to say.. he's cool~
siraj awas going to a class while we saw him... he's slimmer, with more hair and bit taller now... maybe ooli.... but he looks bit weary... aging?? but he got more hair now...haha
saw miss leong too but didn't go n talk to her, but i'm certain she saw us, as in me and yunling...

then i went to ikea with eden. he wanted to try the food there cuz he was told by me that the food there is superb.
then we learned one lesson in the restaurant: good food taste good when consumed in low quantity.
we ordered 6 chick wings and when we're having the fourth one, our stomachs are already bloated... and the remaining tastes bad...
but the meatballs helps to pull back the bad situation cuz they still taste yummi at the 15th ball. hahaha

oh, so sad that i can't get a baby milo

this saturday we're having a gathering also... so gotta go and eat stuff again... but i'm quite broke now... and on that day itself, ,i got a geog fieldtrip at singapore river.
gotta be there at 8.45am.... so early. that was the area where i worked in starhub. the thought of starhub now makes me feel sick, i realli hate the place and ellis.
leave the hatred aside, that nite, we're ton-ing in mh's hostel~!!!! hahah never been into a hostel b4, so it's so exciting~

ok, gotta go study for test now... buai buai~

oh, i bought a new flavour bubble tea in yew tee central juz now... it's oreo chocolate milk tea with pearls. the aunties open a pack of oreo (3pc pack) and dropped them into the blender and mix them with the choc powder, milk tea and other stuff...
turned out that the colour of the blended ice was very dark... close to black.... but it tasted quite good... won't get the feel of oreo and cookies but the choc + oreo taste makes a new fusion....
can try... but beware, it's a bit sweet... auunty forgot the cream of oreo which is sweet...

~ { 11:06 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Monday, September 19, 2005



~ { 8:01 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Sunday, September 18, 2005


today's so fun~!! met up with sec sch fren and went kbox~!
great fun~!












~ { 9:47 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Saturday, September 17, 2005


i got a feeling that someone big is coming back~! he's finalli back~ with a new management team behind him, i can feel the grand prelude... watch out!

ok, went to a birthday party bout 5+ yesterday... but back home quite early also.. nothing much... just cake and chats
before that, went to the library n study but ending up sleeping there~ god, i almost drip a saliva on my jacket... but awake feeling so sian... so went to clementi hawker to eat
yea, saw siqi there~ she's with her boyfren and god, she looks so young~!! maybe cuz of her short hair and smaller body shape... she looks like a sec sch gal to me~
haha chat a bit and continue with our food.

oh, i got something very rewarding yesterday... it's flown here~ and it's super great quality~!


yea.. i got a cd!!! kenny kwan's cd!!! the included stuff are so woa~ the photo album is not stingy, with large and clear face picture~ i can kiss his pore-less cheeks!!
cd comes with mtvs and they're oh so hot. the bitches inside are so slutty~ touch my kenny EVERYWHERE. kiss scenes all over the place!
anyway kenny luv me one and oli.

~ { 12:22 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Tuesday, September 13, 2005



today is tue but i'm not going to fencing.

went out to jp with eden after my geog tut. went to check whether there's a good candidate for ah-ham's boyfren to be...
but, no lehz... they not charming enuff... bro said his fren's chinchilla just gave birth but only to 2... so dunnoe whether she's willing to give me or not...
then we got it, i'll make ah ham and baby chinchilla super best frens. so nice~!! n ah ham can be both her nanny, mama and best fren!! i'll name baby chinchilla "mao mao"
hai, but that's when her owner is willing to give me...

aniway, we went searching something i want badly esp on 12/9/2005... but couldn't get it yesterday... so i went to cd shop and buy this:

yea, it's the The Grand Opening Celebration Album for Disneyland Hong Kong. since i can't go there physically to experience the grand opening and to see my fav mickey...
i'll get this album and share the atmosphere encoded in the CD and DVD... at least the scenes and joy are transmitted to me...
great songs and great dvd included...

oh, something to share. i went to sembawang music to get this album. when i walked into the shop, i browse through the shelves and this album is nowhere to be seen. then almost at the last, i saw the cd and i picked to up and touch touch see see, and explain the cd to eden. then the shop started playing the mickey mouse song
hahah, i looked at the 'now playin' stand and they're playing the disc i'm holding in my hand. i think they saw me interested in the disc and they playedd it... cuz the timing is so fitting... haha great service!

then went searching for food... finalli decide on pizza at the 3rd floor... their pizza is like... not realli very nice... but ok lar, quite ok also... these are pic of eden eating....


after that we went to swensen to satisfy our cravings. had sticky chewy chocolate for... 4/5th time consecutively... eden forcefulli bought me a green tea ice cream mooncake n i hav to take it cuz he threaten to throw away...


aniway, we got ourselves stomach fulled up and now i'm listening to the disney songs...
i luv mickey. i will visit disneyland hk.

~ { 11:54 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Monday, September 12, 2005



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~ { 11:33 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Sunday, September 11, 2005


hello peeps~!

woo... not bloggin for bout 5 days... been so busy with project~
we spend like 5-6 solid hours sitting in library's discussion room to discuss...

btw words to wen hui: hey gal, sorri tat i'd spit something unpleasant while we're leaving Mac on that day... plz 4get that, i dun mean anithing :)

ok, i went to this Quidam on fri nite and the show was oh so great! it's the first time i'm watching such acrobatic performance and it was stunning and they're really wonderful~
overall, i'm still scared of that 3 ghosts which appeared like.... 5m above me?

yucks...they'd some tiny misses here n there but overall their skills are realli too pro...

here's some pic which i'd dl... we can't take pic inside that big blue n yellow 'tent'

i think a person muz at least watch this cirque's show once...

~ { 10:11 am }
aiming for the sky above;


Monday, September 05, 2005



it is a day of love and surprises for my ah ham. see, this is her birthday treat by me~!

this time round, it's the biggest bowl of food

it includes pumpkin, 2 types of vege which i dunno their names, carrot, wolfberry, sesame seeds, bread, dried longan, brocoli and coloured pumpkin seeds.

ah ham wasn't realli excited when i present this bowl into her house. she just walked forward and eat the pumpkin first. she said it's sweet. nice
then after finishing that piece, she walk walk arounnd and get back to her pink house and slack. this is the pic:


staying there for quite awhile, she fell asleep. woke up and eat again.


btw, she woke up a few times to go to the toilet. cuz i put her entire house in front of me, and so i noe her each and every move.

ok, guess what are these 2 pic?


they're the spa water i'm preparing for ah ham! yea, i'm giving her a spa treatment afterwards. now u're seeing chrysanthemun, rose and green tea leaves. when she's ready for the spa, i'll add in some milk
the spa water smells so nice now... bet she'll love it!

~ { 3:59 pm }
aiming for the sky above;



haloo~!!! IT IS MY AH HAM'S BIRTHDAY and i'd wished her just a second after 12 midnite. hehe along with my bro and eden wishes. it's been a great 2 years with her. i hope she can live until 200 and we can be together forever.

ok these are some fotos which i took after all the wishes... she seems too happy to stay still for a shoot...

ok, some ent news. my ah lao, xiaotung had just celebrated his birthday in hk on 3rd sept. and the news is that he'd change his artisit management company (it's good to change, see wat had the previous one 'manage' and result to his current status). he's out with a new and refreshing look and the background poster is exceptional charming.


~ { 3:15 am }
aiming for the sky above;


Sunday, September 04, 2005


halo everybody~!
it's been a realli tiring and stressful week, i'd been staying in sch till 8/9pm late for 3 consecutive days...
finalli it's the weekends. hahaha but got lotsa work to do also.

ok one super important announcement. today is 4/9 and TML IS 5/9!!! my ah ham's birthday!!!
remember to come to her party @ raffles hotel 4th floor ballroom 119
it's her 2nd birthday and i'm dressing her up for it. actualli i wanted to get her a boyfren as a present. but this will cause alot of work after then.
like children, then childeren's children and so on. but i come to think that my ah ham's family is ending at her if she dun reproduce. so wat should i do??

aniway. if i'm getting her a boyfren, i'll get her a super shuai one. with blue eyes and blonde hair that type haha

hav been globbing in seoul garden on fridays....

oh, we haven visit pj, remember? needa go back on day.

~ { 11:11 am }
aiming for the sky above;