Capital of Paiseh: AS3/0523

OH MY GOODNESS
today is such a shitty and damn sway day. and wat else can i add become things get vulgar?
aaaarrghh~ i wanna scream the hell out to the sky~!!!!! the stupidiest thing i'd done in front of a class and a teacher >?

it's the philo class which staged the entire thing~ i was in this class (a.k.a. capital of paiseh) and was soo already unwilling to step in cuz, firstly, i got no fren in it, and the tut teacher is the lecturer which i find him a bit... intimidatin?, and lastly, i'm realli not good at philosophy. call me a geog person. i've nothing gotta do with philo. i just live the life i wan and i seldom hav moral/justice dilenma~ phui

ok~ so everything went like this: the class is damn small with oli bout 8 students(including me) and the lecturer wanted everyone to speak (that's y he limited the no. of pple in a class) and then it was my turn to speak. well, b4 my turn, i realized i had got the whole reading with socrates and euthyphro++ as the 2 main characters talking bout murder, justice, filial piety, holiness, god, blar blar blar~ so i got the basic facts of the murder (which is the root of the arguement in the fairy tale) and thus i couldn't realli set myself on the right path throughout~ i was like having this neuro-storming upstairs, trying so hard, piecing the short snippets of comments by other mates to form a brand new (and hopefully accurate) of the story. but this already kept me busy and when it's my time to speak. i spoke rubbish~ and i was totalli shit out~ i could feel the million handslaps on my face.... i couldn't find aniwhere to bury myself... and i just cheng2 qiang2 for the remaining mins which seemed like centuries....... and when it's time to go, i just walked out as if i'm bu4 xue1 of everything and anything~ i felt damn lousy~

enuff of the embarrassment. i started my day @ 11am n sch ended at 6pm today~ surprisingly, i wasn't realli tired.... maybe the trauma at the start of the day kept me alert....yea, my philo tut was at 11am. received my first assignment today. it's phy geog and a pretty challenging one. i can feel the beauty of Geography. hope i'll get more of it as time goes. i admire those geog master students when they're in geog tut. btw i found out the requirement for geog honours. the min cap is 4.0. oh god... i can't realli smell that in sem 1. but i noe miss leong did that. hehe remb she said she did something in her honours year?

lastly, just wanna add here that japanese language is fun! very fun! i was having this character to act out in class and gues what i got? hahah

stef sun~! hahaha
so i've to go like this:
how do u do? i'm stefenie sun. i come from singapore. i'm a studeent from NTU. Pleased to meet you!

the teachers are grreat, professional, entertaining, caring, thoughtful, sweet, knowledgeable, polite and considerate. i can't enjoy that more than anithing~ hehe