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Sunday, April 30, 2006



hello everybody~ just received this photo from my sensei~ this is one of my japanese language class. these are my classmates from all over the world. spot them, one from vietnam, one from india, one from australia, one from china, 2 frrom malaysia, and one from japan (sensei)~ and one of them is ur fren hahaha

today is such a boring day, with my mind drifting away all the time...
i was thinking bout the fun and many other things happening in my coming break~ hai~ haven been studying much... tonight, gonna make the compensation...

my bro was done with his exam yesterday~ woa lao~ he went out playing straight away and today too~ ahhhh and i'm trapped at home fighting 2 more papers!!! arrrrgh!

then my mama went out today with ah ma too... papa went m'sia holidaying... so i'm all alone with 3 hammies who are a;ways on sleeping mode. xiaobai got some pus in her left eye... hope it's nothing serious... i promise to clean ur home after 5/5, ok?

oh, read the papers yesterday and noted that the govt bonus money thingy was checked into the people's bank~ and peepz are queuing up to draw those sweet money~ then i asked mama how much each person gets~ the answer is about 800 bucks~ i was totally shocked by this amount~ so hugh~ how can singapore government be soooo rich~ and darn it, i'm the oli one in the family who doesn't get cent. arrrgfh~ this money can dooooo sooooo many stuff~~~~ arrrghhh~ this is discrimination against students, kids and youths and anione undeer 21! why can't they have this special bonus scheme for, say, jc/poly/uni students? they also need money mar, give us some to let us happy lar~!

well, aniway, saw this pic of rain's ah pa. he looks like a senior prof in some uni, and look closer, he may look like Edison, the scientist :D

~ { 8:07 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Saturday, April 29, 2006


chirp chirp~

good afternoon people!

ahh i'm feeling sleepy.... sleepy....

youtube is driving me nuts~ y are they doing maintenance work all time.

rain was in taipei yesterday, and he experienced the taiwan earthquake a bit~

my modem plug pin is broken. ooooo how do i tell papa?... aiyo... why is it broken....

ooo, i did an inappropriate utterance yesterday. gomennasai to people who may be hurt.

"YouTube will be down for scheduled maintenance, starting at 11PM PDT. The expected duration is 5-10 minutes."

it's been more than 30min and it still shows this~

woa lao~ i'm going off to study liao lar! qi si wo le

oh, lastly, i'm preparing my TO DO LIST on the right panal, just the same as what i did in the previous blog skin, wahahaha can't wait for my summer yasumi to come~!!!!

~ { 12:53 pm }
aiming for the sky above;



hi everybody~

i'm very happi cuz i'm done with today's philo paper !!! decided to play till drop for the rest of the day after the paper ended at 4.30pm. wahahaha~

go home straight and buy myself a cuppa chocolate milk tea~ (btw, i oli drink milk tea for times of celebration, joy and laughter) so i bought it, but this time round, the aunty did a bad job... she's new, i guess...

then grab my mama out for dinner~ hahaha then at the food court, we saw papa buying mixed veg rice and called him over to join us. happy to see him. :) but it comes to me a sudden wave of realization that my father, our fathers are working hard for our families, and also facing lotsa of lonely times which we do not see and thus do not feel as much. seeing papa buying dinner alone, handling some bags along the way, finding a table nearby the foodstall... feel so sad deep inside... it would be so much better if there's someone he noes to eat with him...

but, it seems like that's how life is. there will be times whereby u only have yourself to deal with. going places alone, eating alone, resting alone ... sounds frightening and teary to me.

aniway, back to a lighter note, and so after the nice dinner with papa and mama, i'm back home and ready to swallow chunks of youtube. and then, it said that youtube is under maintenance. wat a luck. andso i waited and waited, playing zillion rounds of card game and finalli it's back, back with a slightly changed interface and organization. shucks, i hate the new way of things.

instead of sparking the marathon of watching serial drama, i'd cleverly choose movies to watch. and going down my list for movies, it writes my sassy gal. hahaha and so i watched it. with tears, laughter, disgusti, and injustice. all mixed like bibimbap. the ending is exactly a tear-sucker~ beware....

ahh~ now i'm writing this blog entry to round up my day. i will be perked up by tml and ready for revision for my last 2 papers: econs and climate n hydro. goodnite.

~ { 3:06 am }
aiming for the sky above;


Thursday, April 27, 2006




i'm watching hamtaro!!! super cute@@!!!!

just like my hamsters!!!

~ { 2:54 am }
aiming for the sky above;


Wednesday, April 26, 2006


woooa~ i got a headache~!!!

~ { 3:29 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Tuesday, April 25, 2006



annyounghaseyo, eileen zhang yimida!
hahahaha~ went home with sarah san and loke san after the exam and recalled some korean learnt earlier :D

ja, konbanwa, i had an exam earlier. 5-7pm. white sky till black sky.

wat the heck?? The Street didn't come out~ wat~!!! scream out~!!! today's paper is Geographies of social life. hai~ i bend on 'the street' yet 'the home', 'the body' and 'the nation' came out. plus some super cold door topics. hai~ what a luck~ the compulsory question on disability was also bit leg slippery. she said it's single topic for every question and this compul question sums every topic to one. hahaha wat a question. luckily still able to handle.... i got plenty of time left after i ran out of crap to crap. i guess this says something right? like i may not be scoring very well?... aniway 2 down, 3 to go :D

the first picture shows my boyfren, he's the first guys from the left. below is the latest pic of my goddess.

coming up next: philo paper. i simply hate it.

bought today's u weekly. it's the first time i get this local mag after it had changed its edition to a larger size. the only reason i bought it is because i saw the adver of uweekly in straits times this morning and i saw goddess pic on the cover. bought it, flip it. it sux. i mean the magazine sux. there ain't no report on my goddess just some crap that used her fame to hook peepz like me to pay sph. one compliment here. nice big pictures in this big mag. just improve the content will u please>?

~ { 10:01 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Sunday, April 23, 2006


konnichiwa~

aiyo, today, i slept till 12+... lost so much time~ aniway, even if i haven lost them for sleep, i'll be losin them for something else.

completed a task. ahhh~ feels great~

forgot to mention this in yesterday's blog entry. i'll top up here. i read the papers yesterday and saw many 'GE 2006' coming out. then i was wondering: 'Another geog modeeule?' hahaha then i realized that it's actualli General Election 2006. it's a day after my end of exam, 5/5. hahaha cuz our sch's geog modules starts with GE. like for now, i'd taken GE1101, GE2219 and GE2224. hahha so that GE2006 reminds me of that. aniway, this micro thingy only tickles geog pple in nus...

it's a hot sunday, i guess it's going to be hard for it to rain.... i wan rain.... so hard that my toe sweats.

work hard pple in this exam period. kitto katsu!

~ { 2:11 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Friday, April 21, 2006


hi all~
today, i just did my japanese language paper. wooo~ the listening comprehension is realli tough~ i can catch almost alllll questions` that costs bout 22 marks~ aiyo... how can they have such normal speed conversation for us novices??? hai~ i can catch lar~ i just can't catch lar~

the rest of the written paper, pretty good, hehe i noe how to do~ realli hope that what i assumed is right, is indeed correct. and hope that this section can compensate my oral and listening compre...

to reward the down of one paper, i fed myself with lotsa youtubes~ hahahah ya, now i'm watching sweet 18 episode 10... the story line is so similar to Full House, with lesser quarrelings and loud shouts. which is good!.. aniway, i should just enjoy the entertainment the drama is trying to provide. ga young sux!

coming up next: geographies of social life.
hmm... what else can i say... but to study...

got my philo 2nd essay paper back~ great news came from sarah. glad that she did well, hahah my marks is the same as the first. that's quite a big smiley to me cuz i just hate it and hope philo doesn't hate me back. so the result is that philo is kind but not very generous. :)

oh, b4 the exam today, i had makudona~ yummi yummi~ i had the double fillet ofish~ it's yummi but very oily desune.

very lastly, let someone or something to be your motivation power 原动力. u'll do well with that. i'm still finding...

~ { 9:24 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Tuesday, April 18, 2006


hello everybody

i will remember today, and never forget everything... till e end of time...

aniway, i went to welcome my goddess today, and the feeling is beyond words. both how i feel bout her and the anticipation and such...

the people was a big lot. both at the airport and at millenia walk... and the cameramen were crazy. they almost fight up. how scary when i saw it, but i guess my goddess is immuned to such situations... the big beefy bouncers and the police and LG peepz were roundning her up and get her to the car... she wanted to stay with us longer, realli, but she was pushed to move on and get on the car...

here're my 收获: (quite bad, but these are the best, my cam dun have the newest photo stabilizing technology, ya noe.)

these are downloaded ones:


with my dear grace
i'm proud to be a member of my goddess' big family!

~ { 2:39 am }
aiming for the sky above;


Monday, April 17, 2006


darn it

waking up from a 3 hour nap, i'm sick. wat a big contrast. i was cheerfully fine before that and nowi'm having a pounding headspin and a runny nose. wat an easter...

aniway, i'm up, determined to do my work, but my sneezing just can't stop. i can onli stop it by lying on the bed with my comforter binding myself.

showing u more picture from today's trip. this is my asa gohan. with a sandwich and 豆浆. they're our breakfast.... how less... but keeping in mind that we're having the delicious kfc later... hahah
then we went to tiong bahru to have our meal. the superstar meal is quite cheap. go get it. then we went on walking arouunnd. i needa buy a pair of sandals or slippers or flops whatever u call it. i got that pic in mind but i just couldn't describe it out. then i saw it in bata.hahah here's one that's very similar to what i'm thinking. and the most luckiest thing is that there's size 40. slap it down and tried, it fits!!! though it's realli realli 刚刚好. my second toe is protruding out loud and i hafta bend it to keep it in the perimeter... bit sad... aniway, trust that gal that this will expand a bit... hopefulli...

~ { 12:53 am }
aiming for the sky above;


Sunday, April 16, 2006


hello peepz~

i'm back from gay san church. yap, attended the service and ceremony today at this cute little church in geylang. woke up big time early in the morning. 7.30am. i guessed i haven been waking up so early for at least 6 months. hahaha ya... aniway, the whole thingy is quite fun, holy and nice.

u noe, church services will never go without songs, standing up, dancing clapping and enjoying. i knew bout these but at least this church makes me feel quite comfortable in it. i'd been to a few services before and some were realli makign me outta place and embarrassed. aniway, maybe this church is smaller and there're quite a big lot of elderlys in it too.

feels good to see those elderlys sitting there, smiling, reading off the bible... compared to those bo liao and unreasonable lou yan ga, these matured christians are much much prefered.... in my opinion lar... when i grow old, not saying that i'll definitely become a christian, but i think i'll just be quiet, nice, and enjoy life.

ok, this''s the first time i'm attendin a baptism. interesting. hahaha guys go attend one if ur fren invites~ =)

lastly, tml is going to be so fun, hehe gotta study now....
luv Hitomi wo tojite

~ { 4:02 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Saturday, April 15, 2006


hi peepz~ just sent my mamaoff to work. these few days, my papa is getting realli on my nerves

he's been invading my personal space and causing disruption to my life, esp at such crucial point of time. he kept turning on my com to do his stuff, and i'm unable to stay with another person (no matter who) to study. and he's turning it on, initiating some programs and let the com runs for a long time. the machine is like growling beside me, what's more the heat from the cpu combines with the heat from fro ti gong. wah~ buay ta han lar~

studying is not easy nehz, u need a conducive env and a healthy and happy body (mo0d) to start with. ahhhh~ i'm like losing both, and maybe that's why i'm gobbling vits for subsistence...

yesterday, i read the news, it said in chinese 'shan dian shui zhai'. ahhaha directly tranlated from the term lightning flood. hahah remember this term when i was studying geog in sec/jc? aniway, geog is fun and there's always things to discuzz around us... just the day b4 yesterday, i completed my reading on The Body for a geog mod. very interesting indeed as was told by sarah. never noe geog can be so amazing.

tml i got an important appointment to attend. a baptism ceremony of my good fren. heheh so excited. cuz it's my first time attending such holy and sacred event. hope i behave well then.

today, i missed my bois and gals lunch gathering. please please forgive me for such sacrificial. but i just wanna say that u guys are important to me, and so i won't forsake you all without reasons that are considered sufficient from my point of view.... chesohamida...miyaneyo....

gotta go study liao. current studying is attempting to cver what i hav to do now and the next 2 days... wahhahahha i'm going mad.

lastly, my hammies are all in one big bungalow now~ papa turned the big glass house into 2 compartments and we'd moved xiaoham in~ 2 rooms are divided by a tranparent palstic board. and my ham sak xiaohei keeps sweet talking to xiaoham over the holes on the plastic board. xiaobai simply bo hue the whole thing and the new resident. she just continue her daily routine which spells out to be: eat sleep run.

~ { 2:29 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Wednesday, April 12, 2006



big shout out to peiwen さん. my project mate and senior in japanese lang and geography. we met yesterday and she passed us her many geography textbooks. heheh thanks for that. but what i valued most were her tips for the oral test. thinking that i got myself all-condition-geared after 4 days of studying and the top-up of her juicy tips, i'm nice and ready for the battle. 天算不如人算. my partner is simply too great and overwhelming for me.

bought this latest issue of i-weekly in school yesterday. frankly speaking, i just bought it for the sake of showing support for ai jie. the content sucks to the core and i'm really ashame of it. neh~

before the oral test, the arts club was giving out performance pack. i grabbed and thanks to the 'pjc girl who starred in pj's opening ceremony' (i'm realli sorry that i forgot ur name) cuz she'd saved me from diggin out my matric card to get that free pack. it's quite a wonderful pack~ that's a sandwich inside by Han's. nice with veg, cheese and tomato. fresh and healthy~ some vitamins by brands, a packet of mineral water, a very small pack of cereal and lastly a voucher... there's also a bottle of 100 plus and a march issue seventeen. what a handful~ thanks~

dyed my hair today. 100% handicraft. it says strawberry blonde but nevertrust what it says there. same applies the model with that coloured hair. aniway, it's now wet and the colour haven realli surfaced yet. but it's realli brown this time... hahah yippee~

~ { 7:51 pm }
aiming for the sky above;



what rotten luck have i got myself into?

today's oral test is such a damn f@#king one!
i can't believe that such brainless people exist on this earth, whatsmore in my school!
omg~ it's unbelieveably shocking when i walked out the room and realized what a shitty state that guy had caused me to land onto.

here the oral test went:
b4 the exam me and THAT guy met up to do some revision. he was like doing last min studying and was busy flipping and speaking here and there. when i corrected him alot of mistakes one at a time, he was like 'WHAT? ARE U SURE IT"S LIKE THAT?' with that unbelieveable stupid face and reckoning that i'm stupid to say that and he's so superior. aniway, the main point is that, he was acting to be so skilful and understand every stuff and was always giving the 'that's such a small case' face. and he kept rumbling words like 'well, that's fine', 'that's simple', 'there's no need for that, just say ....'

aniway, he's purely childish and i just shunned off all his disgusting facial expression and stupid comments.

then we went in into room for the test. he was totally not in the right condition. every section of the test, he couldn't do them well, as in not properly putting words into grammatically correct sentences and also mis-speak the vocab words and so on. i was neither on the bright side, but i did tried my best and i can surely say that i'm roughly on the right track. then came conversation section, whereby we were given a picture with 4 boxes that describes the progression of the events. then i started the conversation with: 'dozo, kyoto no omiyage desu' literally meaning: please, kyoto's sovenir. then that guys was 'keeping mum' (ya, just like mr bean). it's like i repeated my dozo part so mani times and even pointing to him wat i'm talking about on the pic itself. but he just speaks nothing, omg, i was thinking whether i should carry on, maybe speaking his part for him or i shall just say my part and do a one man show. before i had decided, the teacher called it off. that's all. finished. done. 'thank yous' and off we go.

out we go. with almost a big hald of the test 'keeping mum'. how amazing can that be. woa~ i realli ya kou wu yan. i'd complained so much that excess yakking here makes me tired.

maybe, i should have continue without waiting for him, then maybe he may understand some part of it and cut in to continue. or maybe, i should have make better sure that he understand his stuff before we enter the room.

hai~ i feel very very sad and bu shuang, cuz i spent a wholefully period of 4 days to study on for this 10mins. i wondered before that actually i shouldn't be spending so much effort cuz it's only 10 min and anithing can come out to rack u over. then i got this partner who shut everything out. what nice vocabs and sentences which i'd studied are all flushing down. if he is able to continue the conversation, i will have soooooooooo much to talk abut, and definitely i can perform better. but there isn't even a chance for me to speak, what's there to say. the teacher wouldn't noe that i'm not only at that level without hearing what i can do. i can do much better than that, much more than that. i feel realli hurt when i think about the many interesting stuff that i can say with that given picture.

~ { 7:38 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Tuesday, April 11, 2006


konichiwa,

kyoo was juuni ji okimasgita... tenki wa iidedsune, ame deshita.
ashita wa nihongo oral shiken dese. kyoo wa benkyoo ganbatte!
yone san wa kon getsu juushichi nichi shingaporu e kimasu. sore wa getsu youbi desune. hai~
sanendedsune..

kore wa alex fong to stephy no kirei na shashin.


~ { 1:30 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Monday, April 10, 2006


konbanwa.

Japanese oral is onthe coming Wed. my time slot is 430pm with aditya san.
がんばって ganbatte!

had been studying the grammar for 2 whole days, and today when i attended the tut, i realized that i'd gained not alot~ aaah

watashi wa nihongo ga heta desune....
nihongo no benkyoo wa muzukashi desu ga omoshiro yi desu.
demo shukudai ga takusan desu
TAIHENDESUNE!!!

(photo with mic taken today at the psychology dept.)
konshuu no suiyoubi wa nihongo oral shiken desu.
scare scare desune!
aditya san to oral shiken o yisshoni shi masu.
vocab list no hiragana to katakana wa totemo takusan desuyo
jikan ga arimasen kara, tomodachi ni aimasen.

ima, chokuleta ga tabe tai desu. demo onakaga yippai desuyo. haha wa ku ji han ni shigoto o owarimsu. chotto, aruite o kaerimasu. happy happy!

tsukarei desune. kesa hacchi ji ni okimashita. hayai desune! taihendesune!

eeto, ima nihongo o benkyoo o shimasho... jikan ga arimasen...
ashita, daigaku e ikimasen. yatta!

ja, mata!

(nichiyoubi, iyone san wa kankouku kara shingaporu made kimashita. =D )

~ { 8:38 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Saturday, April 08, 2006


konbanwa...

i'd studied language for the entire... basically writing notes which i'm sure i'd already forgotten them all for now...

so sian... the feeling of being very free with not much hw and stuff to print is good, but i just feel a deep and dark threat in my heart... it's saying: 'well done, slack some more since there's nothing to do... WAHAHAHA'

aniway, i still got quite a bit of curriculum stuff to do such as philo readings and webcast.
i'm going to read the Berlin now. it's so sian.....

i'm going shao mu tml... mama is not going... i wish i could bring my 3 babies with me.. or else i'll be bored~~~~

~ { 11:34 pm }
aiming for the sky above;



hello everybody~

i'm deciding that today, friday, i should play to the max, cuz i'll study from the next day onwards...
ok so i went ikea and had my food. bought a 'rack', something that can hold paper and is found in offices. i find it quite useful and cheap... ... aniway, the food was great... meatball, fish n chips, kopi, cheesecake. wa hahahhaha

was tired, lack of sleep though i woke up late for class this mornign again... tired from walking and carrying things... went to find mama at yew tee central before heading home... she's not feeling well too, hope she'll get genki soon...

backed home to fiz my rack up. then hook myself to the com... 'autumn in my heart' youtube user is not uploading the vod... i can't continue the lingering sadness... sob sob. yesterday was bad. real bad... sob sob... then, with nothing to do, surf around and watched lotsa rain's vod hahahaha he's quite talenteed lar, can sing and dance well simultaneously.

then, an idea came knocking on my skull. i should do a video, to be specific, an MTV. i did one a long time ago and that was gigi leung's 'you mu ming zhu'. i'd uploaded it on youtube, so u guys can catch a gleam there. it's nothing big and nice, just snippets of video clips that i cut out to fit them nicely together for a new life... this time round, it's kenny kwan with Hin's latest album song. there're some more things which i hav to alter to make the overall better.. but i guess it's better to keep those copyright stuff..

take a look, thank u.... :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Or18OcvS960

~ { 1:15 am }
aiming for the sky above;


Thursday, April 06, 2006


so what if i can't write a good philo paper?

给我你的啊爱
我终于会用中文打字了
可是超慢的。。。

看这美丽的地方
好想在哪儿买下一片地
然后盖一栋 Full House
核心爱的人住着
可能靠SOHO来维持收入
买一辆车,方便些
多好啊

~ { 6:06 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Wednesday, April 05, 2006


konbanwa!

today is a fine day~ hehehe mama brough me to school today =)

during geog lec, there was this guy sitting a few rows in front of me, surfing on net, reading stuff on mobile phones, checking out gals' pictures, blogging and mani more~ it's just so difficult to keep my eyes off his computer screen cuz from my angle, i can view everything loud and clear without ani obstruction. once he went on to another page or he scroll the page, the change in lights/colours caught my attention. it's quite bad to say this but this matter is the same as students bringing food into lect hall to eat. when i mean food here, it means big food like yu pian mee fen (fish soup noodles), cai fan (mixed veg rice) and blah blah blah.

though it's to fulfil ur own personal demands or pleasure, you should think about others too. cuz what u're doing is affecting not only ur senses but very much to others too. got'cha?

aniway, my philo paper is due on this friday. kinda sian to go and read and check my paper for now.. this kinda thing is like, once u engage in it, u gotta do it through with a big and heavy head...

after i finish this very sentence, i'm going to watch [ge~.... ge~~~...] Autmumn in my heart/ autumn story/qiu tian de tong hua =) full stop

~ { 7:51 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Tuesday, April 04, 2006


hello

wa ha ha
i'd finally finished writing my philo paper after hell number of hours sitting infront of the computer~hahhaha i'm writing everything like following a model. u noe, when u follow some sortof structure, u'll never score exceptionalli well cuz everybody's just the same unless u got a shiny difference... aniway here's a short part of what i wrote.

結論では、製造所の主義は多くを必要とするよいガイドである人間の進行の方の方向の提供の細部。 別を持っていること coercions の程度、私達はすべての製造所の静的な主義に続く。 私達は必要とする境界および利点異なった費用に従って引出すためおよび程度の強制。 例えば教師が学生にレポートの割り当てを割り当てた時、そのような有利な強制は置かれる規則と強制を防ぐためにつながれるべきである学生を過度に負わせることのような船外に得ることから。

hahha ya, it's in japanese... hahahh tranlation tool lar, i didn't write that out~ hahsha as u can see from the first 2 characters, this paragraph is the conclusion.... i didn't wrap everything up nicely and had already sent the lecturer my draft. it's kind of late... i hope he'll get backto me real soon. kamsahamida

tell u one secret: i'm watchin another drama on youtube~ hahahaha i'm watching qiu tian de tong hua. what's the english name for it huhh? anibody noe? i'm now at 3rd epi. woa it's realli a sad story... the tears are realli shootign out from the eyes~ hai~ sosad....

lastly, i wanna say this... my keyboard's spacebar key is senile, i can't press it well. darn.

~ { 8:15 pm }
aiming for the sky above;




hello it's kayoubi i'm off today busy writing my philo paper.

Construct the best argument you can that the sorts of design elements Rushkoff says are making him paranoid - marketing techniques; advertising - are forbidden by the terms of Mill's principle. Then, construct the best counter-argument to your argument that you can.

here's only a part of the big big question... the whole question itself takes up a full page at font 9. 'was writing on this till 3am+ last nite... and i was only half done... awaken by the irritating drilling noise this early mornin. the unit above us is fixing their clotted toilet.... sooo noisy, so atsui too... sums up to be a frustrating morning and afternoon.

(xiaoham just woke up)

just saw my baby xiaohei sleeping in an ugly but totemo cute position. so i took out my camera ready to grab that precious moment. then he woke up. sian. nvm... went on taking those normal shots with xiaobai awaken too. wa hahaha! aniway, these photos turned out to be quite nice. do u noe that it's very very difficult to take nice pictures of animals, esp creatures like hamsters which are bo si tiam type? hahaha i think a camera with a fast shutter speed will do a better job, while i'm trying my best to dig the best out of my red 3.2 cybershot... :) btw my hammies are all fluffy and comfortable now~ hahaha
schoo\ is ending in about a week's time.... then comes study week and exams... somebody special is coming into my life. soon... real soon... 16th April, we shall meet.

~ { 11:50 am }
aiming for the sky above;


Monday, April 03, 2006


hello people...
youtube is down...
today's school is funn.. bit tiring... and felt torn out deep inside... my face is itchy... i can't stand the itch.

japanese lesson was alright... i wasn't good animore and i gotta admit that. i;m not doing the preparation as i was in the past... blame it on philo. no, blame it on me. :) ya, i'm at fault...

then met mic to have our weekly lunchy... gong bao ji ding rice was yummy~ my stomach was grumbling during the japanese lesson before lunch... so paiseh... i hope no one heard those sounds.

then came geog lec... it's hydrology... this lec is all on measurements... types, limitation, how each device works, blar blar blar... bit boring, but i like the lecturer Lim Han She. demure, clear and clever.

i ponned philo lec again, i guess that's permanent. but it happens that just when i had just found out my routine, it is already the 2nd last lecture today.

just before i got home today, i went to the shop to find mama. her partner was jiak zhua-ing and smoking outside the shop. then i went in, tried on a skirt and bought it. hehe yea! i bought a skirt~!!!

AJA AJA FIGHTING
fight for everything~ hahah fight for your favourite food, toy, pets, person, friends, ,lover, book, movie, songs, tidbits, candies, clothes, handphone, pen, rubber, watch, dictionary, mask, mp3 player, bracelet, milk, spectacles+++

the failure is despairing, that's why we need AJA AJA FIGHTING

~ { 8:28 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Sunday, April 02, 2006



hi hi~!

today is sunday... woke up early... did my work... quite a satisfying day... but still quite slack... i should spend my extra time on work...

tml gonna start sch again... counnting down the days to exam... woo... less than a month...

fouund this qiao mei's photo... seems so shang gan... so sorrowful... what is she thinking at that time?

~ { 11:28 pm }
aiming for the sky above;


Saturday, April 01, 2006


hello people~

today is saturday tml is sunday and day after tml is getsuyoubi...

so sian, another period of clearing work job. i feel like i'd written that very recently. well, it simply means that time passes without mercy.

ooo i got this: thank you soo much, my girl YL. muack!

ge wo ni de ai shou la zhe shou bu fang kai

kino, we singing with my frens... hahaha it's quite fun, we had beer and we sing our might~ dinner after that was interesting. we spotted 'Yang' and 'Eileen' at that japanese restaurant. so coincident that both of them work there. hehehe well, i still can't forgive the smelly and weird fried rice.

back home, i realized it's time. it's time to get my ass off those fun and start my serious studying. then i started with japanese lang, and then philo... sian... oncee i come to think of philo, i'm soooooooo sian.... the online posting participation is pissing me off. whenever i got to that site, i'll never read it even though it's a must and dueing on the 7th. shit

today's is april's fool day. it's Boss' 20th birthday. sheng ri kuai le~ it also marked the X anniversary of this house. it's also the day in which i moved house.

downloaded a few songs just now. tank's and hin's. hin's album is quite good. good quality from quality artist. it's worth the wait :). but it's quite sad... sad. sad.... making love out of nothing at all.. hahahhaha

here's an add-on:

ahhh just finished cleaning xiao hei and xiao bai's big house. and i had bathed them! All 3 of them! hehehe xiao bai is realli realli realli guai! she's not moving at all for me to wash her~ seems that she was enjoying the bath too~ hahahaha she's so cool~ she's realli calm and nice~ xiaohei was frantic, kept escaping. but cuz he's small, and when he's coated with wetted fur he becomes even smaller, cleaning him was fast and easy... then comes the big boss xiaoham. well, i noe her, she hates water too, but quickly squeezing the shampoo on her and rub here and there, then she's done... all three are busy drying themseleves up after the bath... xiaohei was weird. he was standing high on his 4 legz i wonder what is her trying to avoid... like a thief... here're some photos... except for xiaoham. cuz i was busy planting woodshavings in the big house....


xiaohei seems not to know how to dry himself. so i helped him.... he's cute :]


~ { 12:36 pm }
aiming for the sky above;