hey low....

ano.... 2 big tanker essay down and here's the evidence:

*that's the beautiful hand of ah loke san~*

and coming up next: science essay review, soil report, pasir ris report, SEA presentation and another science essay

kaoz~ i really hate science lehz~ hack care those scientists who're reading this, science realli sux~! well, i noe science has lotsa beneficial contributions to our quality of life but studying it really gives me hell~ i mean when studying comes down to this bad, there's no meaning in the subject animore~~~like, though geog is, sometimes, testing my patients and tolerance, at least i can still feel the gush of wisdom somewhere. but science is like, i dun even care, and ya, dun feel like thinking about the module animore. aiya, u all dun understand larz. sianz. aniway, i still hav to complete the mod to get my credits right. sianz.

had some little discussion on the next coming up gang meeting. hahaha it's Christmas party then! wooo, expecting lotsa fun and drunkards, maybe, but definitely not me again~! can't wait for ths sem to end, i got lotsa great activities and ideas to do in the winter holidays... hahahaha~

oh, rain's having Rain's World tour at Las Vegas this dec. oh, how i wish he can postpone that to next year's july or aug...

i realized that i did lots of complaining in my blog.. who cares, it's my way of venting my frustrations~ wahahahaha at least it's better than spitting'em into somebody's face huh...

lastly, have a nice day everyone. it's getting hotter these days. drink more water yea. i'm going to revamp myself..

oh ya, i feel like i'd saved my xiaobai's dear life. To papa and kor kor: Xiaobai told me that she's not in pain and she's going to live well after christmas, new year, hari raya, my birthday, national day, xiaoham's birthday, her birthday. deepavali, good friday, christmas....... u guys can't determine how she's goin to live when she had told me that clearly, it's just that u guys dun understand but i do.

i'm in the midst of a battle that's ending soon... however, the enemy's reinforcement is flowing in non-stop. i just need to perservere a bit more and win it! notice the chinese calander? haha i hav been too lazy to tear that.

US embassy interview + Daw Rui's house warming + drunk

hi hi people~

yesterday was really a great day~~~
before that, i was bombarded with work and saturday was realli a pop day out of the blues.

early in the morning, i mean 8am, my fren and i went to orchard hotel for the WAT-US interview... well, i guess most pple reading my blog may not noe what's that... it's a prog for tertiary students from all over the world (hmm, not too sure but many countries) to get over to the states to work and travel during their winter/summer holidays. and TA-DA ~ i'm one part of the joyous international crew for a-me-ri-ca!!!!

so that interview was carried out by e employees from the states, coming over here to check up the participants. so scary initialli, cuz the previous group went in there for more 1hr, we thought that the employers were so strict and scrutinize the participants. well, then we realized that there's nothing much to worry after we went in, cuz they're friendly and nice n handsome people, no tedious questioning and stuff, just a easy and comfortable ambience to chat among each other~

and ya, now, i'm already a 'contract-ed' Morey's Piers employee!!! and i'm heading to the states for sure!!! yippie yap yap! excited excited. oh, i saw a few familiar faces during the interview, qiu qun looks great~

after that, head to a daw rui's housewarming. oh gosh... things were okay, calm and not too exciting at first. but later, i was called into the game of '99' and 'indian poker' and gulped down 2 shots of cointreau. oh gosh, the drink was -- shiok, i would rather call it than tortuous, but it's for sure toxicated. the warm sensation was warm, hahaha and for quite a split second. right after that, everything's okay, no dizziness or watever so. but an hour later, the effect was realli a tsunami. i couldn't control my muscles, even my lips felt a bit numb.... and that's 2 shots' effect. oh no... that was my 2nd drunk experience. puke twice... the first time consisting lots of mushrooms from my dinner and also my long john lunch meal. 2nd time, just outside my flat's lift. that's liquid consisting the jasmine tea, warm water, ice and the liquor. gosh, vomitting is real bad... painful.... and hungry...
there won't be a 3rd time. i'd learnt that i'm quite a lousy drinker...

thumbs up to the high threshold-ers: Alan, daw rui, sky, daw rui's sis and huiling~!!!!

lastly, thank you my boy for taking care of me and bringing me home from farrer road.

hi all!
wooooo things are getting bad now. i'd just change an essay topic which is due on the coming friday. felt so insecure. the decision to abandon the previous topic was a fast and sudden, as i didn't realize the off-track of the choice. got down to the library to snatch up the leftover bread crumbs, and yea, they're indeed crumbs. oh gosh, wat am i doing?

我不会放弃， 这五个字我送给你

japanese language study is getting worse on me... shuck sucks sux... i dun giv a damn on the grammatical rules and just blart out anithing that crosses my mind. i dun even care about the wrong answer and getting embarrassed. so, it's that bad... it's dying.... cuz i'm dying soon....

getting back my first ever japanese compo, and it's coming back to mama, dripping in blood... it's so disappointing... i'm moving from 失望 to 绝望....

the new japanese lecturer is messing up with my name and i'm getting big time irritated by it. she ain't no typical japanese, she's one who have traveled and seems to be very 'leisure'. respected her loads, but now, she's just my teacher and that's it. i would say. arrrgh~ those who noe it, speak it, and i accept it. those who dun noe, speak it, and i accept it. if u have an issue with it, ask me then~ what's so difficult? 本当難しい？

2 essays in 8 days (2 essays in 4 days, to be precise)
nightmare! it's a big round figure of 2000 ~ avg 1750 words per essay~~~ i'll not give up... to mimic will pan's motto....

i'm telling myself to finish the essay by tonight, tonight, tonight....
and i always fail... shitx. when can i finish an essay?


*blink blink*
when things are moving on so badly, the onli thing i can do is to console myself by counting the small good things in life.

both of my japanese and science mid term tests' results are reasonable,
and i appreciate it.
i had a super whopper laugh with my soon-to-be buddy in e arts canteen today,
and i appreciate it.
i tried the cha kway tiao in the arts canteen and it tasted great,
and i appreciate it.
i consulted dr savage on some essay stuff today & he's very welcoming & kind,
and i appreciate it.
i pressed down my grumbles & some hatred during pulses of irritations i met in sch today,
and i appreciate it.
i realized the fault in my essay topic and is able to salvage it in time,
and i appreciate it.
rain's back with rain's world, i'm 100% entertained,
and i appreciate it.

These are the 2 cats in my neighbourhood. The 大姐大 in this territory is in the first pic. Her surname is 小 and given name is 白猫 . Then came the 2nd cat, a smaller-size and more ham ji cat. I haven really got a chance to sit down and talk with her over cookies and tea, so i haven got her name yet. aniway, they are my frens and we often stop our steps when we met to chat for quite a while.

Mama Triump part timer

here's my mama in her black and white uniform, ready to set off to work...
she's now a diligent part time sales assistance in Triump Seiyu CCK.

友達を作りますか？
apparently, there're some problems with blogger loading my bloggy. i needa refresh this page like 7050838 times before everything shows (well, xcept the tag)....
the head image wasn't working and i'd to change it. btw this new pic above is the Joint security area in the DMZ (demilitarized zone) between the North and South Koreas.
and, darn, the tagboard still isn't working...

well... school is busy and is squeezing me bit by bit from the strained carcass.... but things are perking up n looking great after this wed~ wooo~

essays, test, projects and assignments are in the process... left bout 7 more to go...

oooh i had this strange yet funni japanese conversation with my fren
YT: hey, these pple beside us are japanese lehz~
EZ: really? oh ya, they're speaking japanese
YT: hey go n make frens with them ne
EZ: okay okay~!
YT: how to say 'make frens' in japanese??
EZ: 友達を作りますか？[ tomodachi o tsukuri masuka]
YT&EZ: wahahahahahh ya, that means really 'making' (the way of usage in 'making dishes') friends wahahaha
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well bit bo liao, but funni enuff to lift some lip muscles

i will survive and savour the sweetness soon...

i'm looking forward to next saturday~ it's another big time frens time and also some real serious deal....

This morning when i standing among the morning crowd at JE platform, i smelt a fragrance.
The thought of someone struck my mind almost immediately.
And then, i suddenly miss that person so much... that i wanted not to go to school but to his side
Perfume is just like the fingerprint of a person... individual within individual

Hugo Boss Soul....

Happy 1st Birthday, Xiaoham