SEP
hello people~!

it's the sixth day of the lunar new year... and the CNY atmosphere is fading and almost gone~ good grief... why do i have to lock my eyes and fingers to the computer when i should be celebrating my festival and indulging in those goodies of CNY?~!?!?! life isn't fair.... especially to current uni students...
so ya, i'm having tons of work to do and write. and i'm still struggling to complete my self-set task and breaking them cold hard by simply telling myself everynight: 'I WILL definitely do it tomorrow!' and zzZzz off to sleep...
okay, so i went back to school for a meet-up with a tutor and preparing to get stab, and indeed i got step, thanks to my 'osamu tezuka' suggestion. it's so depressing after meeting this tutor every time. am i so ugly to such an extent that i can attract people to come stab me? ahh.... Aniway, talked about the recent SEP application going on in school, and there's Korea University up for grabs~!!! and then i came to realise that Year 3 1st sem would be my last chance to fly out to study~ oh gosh~ then i realize that if i'm really planning to go during Y3 Sem1, then it's going to be damn rush cuz i barely have time to rest in homeland before i leave for another country. and then. after i'd set my mind calm from the thoughts n excitement from meeting cute guys on the SEP trip, i think that it's quite impossible to do WAT and then SEP... it'll be damn sick, leaving my home, my family, my hammies, my pretty boy for big time 9 months. gosh.
But i still wish to go..... ottoke....