examga --> nil
losing my time... or quality time?

okay.. i think i'm turning into a coffee freak. i drink at least 2 cups of coffee everyday, and besides that, i seldom have other types of beverages... bot this blackish water is losing its effect on me as i drink more....

i didn't sit at the wrong table today. i didn't cite my paper today, hope i dun fail...

tml is my last paper. hehe...

hahahaha....

hehehe....

i'm looking forward to many many many things happening. some are not disclosable... hehe.
anyone wanna come send me off at the airport on the 5th??? come lar~ come and play with me at the airport larz~!

WPP u're going to laugh at my paper...
hi all...

gosh, i gotta really declare that i'm totally out of mood to study or sit for my exams.
today's paper almost suffocated me. i'm having a paper tml and i'm still hanging around in websites...

thanks dear my bringing me home...

i kept sitting at wrong tables... what's wrong with me?

That bird... my fish fillet rice...
well well, so two papers had past and i'm not very happy.

a stupid bird shitted on me while i'm having lunch at technoedge today.
it was warm... brown in colour and watery.
before i send out my hamster troop to kill that idiotic bird, i better get down to the Buddhist chantings to curb my crave for seeing blood

3 more to go, before i kick off my duper busy week of activities.
i am like busy planning for my skimpy 5-days in Singapore (mama banned me from going out with my chingu on the 4th... sob sob). i have a hard time doing the coordination and planning... hai... i should be studying...

last night, my boy messed up the roads in choa chu kang and it was fun~!!! haha sitting in the car without knowing where to go and turning into places that u dun know. hahaha

Cho Seung-Hui
Gun Control
Glorification of guns, death and dark.
who is responsible?
"Shoot 50cent and win a free laptop"

i saw this little vid on youtube and it's kinda true and reflective of the American society...
i'm getting more and more frighten about my trip... will my life end in the states? lying on a street bleeding profusely? will i be shot, stabbed or strangled? will i be confronted with racist idiots or gangs?

ooo, i better get my mind of this as well as the massacre thingy before i forget that i'm having an exam tml....

Funny SMS

i sent my boy an sms this late afternoon, and after i saw the reply msg, i couldn't stop laughing...

my boy is cute. wahahahaha

central library
hey yo

this is how the NUS central library looks like at 21:11. waiting for my boy while i fill my cold empty stomach with amos cookies... finger tips were freaking cold and numb...
and soon after, they're clinching to Macspicy at king albert park.

the library was packed with pple... it's so sick that life is such, against all my desires and i've to force myself to do things that i loath... why can't i just let go and do whatever i want.... hai... life is never fair... never free...

thanks to my boy for the food and ride home...

Monday
Hi all.

it's sad to see the papers writing about the campus massacre which happened on Monday. The gunman's identity has been confirmed, and he's a Korean origin, American PR.

it's gross that he killed33 undergraduates and lecturers in school, with a calm and serious face.
how can he be such a cold and unfeeling person doing these ultimately murdering?
how, in the world, does he think that he is rightful enough to take away people's dreams, people's joy, people's lives?

Think about the victims' family members.... they must be crying their hearts out right now... all because of that crazy fellow's unreasonable destroying that leaves so many things dear unaccomplished, fallen and broken.

why does he have a gun with him in campus/dormitory?
is it so easy for a 23 year old to own a gun and run around with it in his pocket?
is there anything that can be done to prevent such tragedy from repeating?
back to the basic, why does killing have to take place?
is this world that we're living in so ugly that one has to go to such extent to exterminate something so badly?

may these victims live well in their respective afterlives. and hopefully, my late hammies - da ham, xiao bai and xiao ham- can offer some consolations to them in that very world.

Unnamed Feeling

hello

just wanna introduce this female korean singer who i'm currently admiring...
her fourth album, The Pride Of The Morning, is absolutely fabulous and beautiful.

my baby behind the wheelz
my boy sending me home, and this is the first time he's driving me home without a driving veteran in the car. pretty scary initially, i have a bright future and america is waiting for me. hahaha but sitting inside for not more than a minute, i can be truly rest assured and place my life in my boy's hands confidently...

buddhist chanting goes on and on...

我鄙视你, 我鄙视你, 我鄙视你...

Drumroll....