i'm now suffering from the coldness in my sch library
staying here since 3pm and i gotta hold on till 8pm tonight. all by myself in the cold library!
so sian~!!! i'm doing research on japan's agriculture sector being influenced by its free trade agreements.
this is a sucky which unfortunately our group had decieded upon.
is brings back all my econs theories which i'd bleached them once i'd done a level econs paper.
somebody tell me tariffs and prices stuff~!~!~! or rather someone do the report for me???

btw i'm meeting my biao jie for dinner at 8pm later. so happy~!!

this tml is nus fencing annual general meeting. there's an election going on, selecting some committee posts
i'm opting out... no time and committment. oh btw, i'm feeling bad and demoralize in fencing. i seemed to be the most freq junior in the club
but i'm always the one whom the seniors will walk up to me and correct me. and it's realli very very very often.
and the others knows bout it cuz i'll be standing there listening to the seniors' explanation while the others move on to other trainings.
shit man! am i realli that slow?? damn i'm filled with enthusiasm in the beginning and now i feel like quitting.
or is this simply a part of 'demoralization stage'? just like studies?

well, i was thinking whether to quit so that i can concentrate on my studies. cuz sch work is realli heavy and ma fan esp with 3 projects on my hands now.

aniway, i still have to move on.

Back to studies....