today i was watching my yu le bai fen bai, i brought ham ham out and watch the show together ...
she lie on my palm for a wholeful 40+min, and i was too engrossed to even notice the pass of time.

juz bout 40 min after the start of the show, i felt my wrist aching and i came to notice my ah ham lying there... haha cuz usually she'll start to move around after i hug her with my fingers for bout 5 mins?

then i looked at her and asked her what happended? tired? sleepy? but her eyes were wide opened and looking at me, yes, into my eyes. i got a feeling that she was wanting to tell me something....

then i became very scared, so scared that i fear my tears may drip out.
she's 2 yrs old now... is she.....??? seeing my frens' ham ham passing away one by one... and now left ah ham.. it seems that the life spans of my frens' hams are short... i dunno whether mine will follow their path so soon....

God, please let ah ham lives forever.


read the blog of a fren of mine
he's having some heart break now... broken up with his gf... i felt sad for him cuz there're like those bi bu de yi li you to fen kai opppss too mixed, ok those bi bu de yi reasons that caused the breakup.... esp the words he used in the blog makes me more upset....

What do you want???
What do you feel???
??????
????????
??????????
Upset?!Me? You?..........
At the result...I'm Selfish...Selfish...is Selfish...! Yes I know!


人與人之間溝通好重要...
但係...


尋晚聽到你咁講...個心真係好唔舒服...我真係唔知可以點...
我希你唔好咁易放棄......


聽日星期六, 好野放假, 又係時候檢討檢討了.......


生活應該就是這樣...
不應再為一些無謂的東西而煩惱了...


慢慢開始學識放鬆...